Scuse me!

So much for the diet...have just polished off a medium Texas BBQ pizza from Dominos and I thoroughly bloody enjoyed it! Have also had nothing but junk food today (with the excpetion of a BIG plateful of pasta for lunch), so stuff the diet! I know it's because I am feeling sorry for myself and am stressed and pissed off. All thanks to the bank and me having no money and no job (didn't get an interview for the one at Baillie Gifford, but apparently they are VERY picky and only took one CV out of four - stuff them I am too good for them! *cackles*) for the very near future...*sobs*

Well, I managed to piss Linzi off yesterday as well. Had to tell her that I can't go to the Uni Ball. Over the weekend I decided I really didn't want to go, couldn't afford to get anything new to wear so was going to have to look like shit and knew I wouldn't enjoy it anyway because it is a Ceilidh (anyone who really knows me know I hate everything Scottish and Ceilidh is my idea of HELL), but then my wages went missing and I found out that I couldn't actually afford the £45 for the ticket and the £15 for the limo! So...had to phone her last night and tell her, she wasn't amused, but was kinda understanding about it, which she had to be, there is nothing I can do about the money situation right now. I know it's a once in a lifetime thing, but it's not my type of thing, I think I would be left on my own for a good part of the night as I would only know 3 people there and basically know deep down I wouldn't enjoy it. BUT one good thing - I can actually eat this week and not worry about looking like I am with child on Sunday!